Refresh

Refresh... anything yet?

Nope.

Click again... nope, still nothing.

Ugh - I hate you Refresh Button.

I just wish there was a button I could click that would instantly "refresh" my being.

One that would re-program my inner workings... just clear out all the shit - and start over.

I continue to live here in my protected little mind.. cut off from my surroundings - detached.  My every smile and every frown a facade.  What's real?  What's fake?  I don't think I even know anymore.

Refresh.. can you see what's in there yet?  Nope.  Nothing.

Damn Firewall.

Refresh.